My mother died night before last.
It was not unexpected. The small nursing home only three or four
blocks from our house called us, and we went over to see my mother one
last time and to begin all of the formalities associated with dying in
America.
As I looked down at her dead face, the first thought that came to
my mind, completely unbidden, was that here was the end of another
lifeexactly like my father's which ended in 1991that had been
callously used, drained, and distorted from its proper, natural shape
by the one predator on the food chain higher than human beings: the
state.
Tom Brokaw, one of many collectivist mouthpieces who made long,
highly remunerative careers deceiving those whose lives he helped the
state to use, drain, and distort, famously called my mother and father
and their contemporaries "The Greatest Generation", a snide, lying
phrase and poisonous concept eagerly adopted by an even more notorious
collaborator, Rush Limbaugh, a pompous, cynical, hypocritical windbagand
Eddie Haskell wannabewho made his career by sucking up to
those of his elders whom he perceived to exercise more power than he
had.
In fact, they were the most politically exploited generation (my
dad was born in 1919, my mom in 1926) in American history. Growing up
in the shadow of the mechanized mass butchery their parents had called
the "War to End War", their earliest memories, for the most part, were
of the "Great Depression", a worldwide economic collapse most of them
never really ever understand had been caused by the very leaders they
adored and their mercantilist croniesexactly the same sort of
tight circle we see today with George W. Bush and his big business
buddies.
Having somehow managed to survive not only the Depression, but the
nearly genocidal government policies supposedly intended to end it
(but which actually made it far worse and more prolonged than it might
otherwise have been) they were then informed that an unprecedentedly
monstrous evil had arisen in Europe that Americans had some moral
responsibility to deal with. They were not told it had been created
and empowered by exactly the sort of policies that had engendered the
Depression.
The fact, of course, was that government economic policies had
utterly failedmore people were out of work in 1941, when the
Japanese were goaded into attacking Pearl Harbor, than had been in
1932, when the current administration came to powerand politicians
believed that a big war would cover up that failure and save their
careers.
And so my parents' generation, used and abused by government from
birth, were used and abused again, their individuality trivialized,
mocked, and stomped out of them, their lives and hopes and dreams and
wishes ripped to unrecognizable shreds in a world conflict between
competing brands of fascism that killed an estimated sixty million
people, among them, conceivably, the biologist who might have found a
cure for cancer, the philosopher who might have discovered a basis for
lasting peace, or the physicist who might have created an interstellar
drive.
"Don't you know there's a war on?" became an excuse for any kind
or degree of government excess, no matter how illegal, bloody, or
atrocious.
My father's story is somewhat more poignant. A mere four years
after the conclusion of the most blood-drenched episode in human
history, the government that had helped to start it, and unnecessarily
involved them in it, had the unbelievable temerity to recall (a term
actually meaning "re-enslave") the individuals who had fought for it
from 1941 to 1945, so they could fight yet another war, this time in
Korea.
My dad was a flyer. He'd flown 25 or 26 "missions" over Germany,
having been talked into dropping high explosives on people who mostly
never did him any harm and who, in fact, saved his life when his plane
was blasted from the sky and he was caught by soldiers and imprisoned
for a year. He was training on newer, bigger, more lethal aircraft
when the Korean War ground to a dirty halt and he avoided being sent
there.
Instead, after a short stint with United Airlines where he was
fired (or quit) for denouncing corporate policies that were getting
men killed, he went to work for Strategic Air command and rode jet
aircraft loaded with hydrogen bombs up over the North Pole to the edge
of Soviet airspace a couple times a week for I don't remember how many
years.
Being in S.A.C. meant being in one kind of technical school or
another pretty constantly. It was while we were stationed at Mather
Air Force Base near Sacramento, California (I was in second and third
grade at the time), that Dad ran across corrupt military instructors
taking bribe money for the answers to examinations being taken by the
men whose job it was to fly those B-52s ferrying H-bombs over the
Pole.
This didn't strike Dad as very good for the country, and he also
resented it personally because academic studies had always been a
struggle for him. He'd spent countless hours, countless days, and
countless months studying into the night (while flying missions and
doing another full-time job on base), trying to do things the right
way.
Instead of being commended for reporting the cheating he had
witnessed, he found himself in the deepest trouble possible in the
military without actually being discharged out of hand. He was removed
from S.A.C., and spent the rest of his military career, basically
until I graduated from high school, being hidden out by his political
friends at one obscure air force base after another: Goose Bay,
Labrador; St. John's, Newfoundland; Fort Walton, Florida. He retired
as a major, when those who had bought the answers retired as full
colonels.
I don't think my dad ever fully understood what had happened to
him. He came home and (after learning the hard way that he and Mom
were too honest to sell real estate) went to work for Teledyne Water
Pik. He was fired for "incompetence" when he had worked there for
nineteen and a half yearsjust before he could start collecting his
pension (a practice spreading through the corporate world today like
some kind of plague)successfully sued them, paid most of the money
to his lawyers, and died of prostate cancer, a broken, disappointed
man.
Through all of it, my mom stood loyally beside my dad, suffered
through all of it with him, finally put him in the ground, and slowly
began dying, herself. A true member of "The Greatest Generation", she
never stopped believing anything she was told by those in authority,
be they local and network TV news anchors or Republican politicians,
andexcept during the Vietnam war, when she had two draft-age sonsI
could never really talk politics with her. I think she believed,
deep down inside, that the Libertarian Party was somehow vaguely
illegaland also morally wrong for wanting to "force" people to be
free.
I find that I've left a few things outthe wartime rationing,
for example, that served no purpose whatever, except to con Americans
into believing that they were engaged in some kind of life-and-death
struggle with tyrannywhen tyranny had already arrived here long
before the Second World War, forcing individuals who falsely thought
they were free to live lives that they never would have chosen for
themselves.
Also, it's bad enough to be crushed under the thumb of a tyrant,
but to be forced to pay for having the dirty done to you exceeds all
reasonable bounds. I have no idea what my parents paid in taxes over
the yearslike most of their generation, they were very private
about their financesbut I know that people today pay out about
half of whatever they earn to one gang of governmental brigands or
another.
Which means, in economic terms, that when two people are taxed for
a lifetime, one whole human life has been used up, consumed by the
ravenous state. There were 130 million Americans during World War II,
and 300 million Americans today. The waste, the wanton destruction,
the utter obliteration of human lives represented by American taxation
makes the Nazi Holocaust, the Soviet Union's mass starvation of the
Kulaks, and the Chinese massacre of the "landlords" look like small
potatos.
And what of the future those lives might otherwise have created?
Although I started out (as we all are inclined to do) a lot like
my folks, a proud military brat who actually pitied civilians for the
aimless, purposeless lives they led, an American kid who also pitied
foreigners because they could never be free the way we Americans were,
my personal epiphany arrived when I was in sixth grade, when backward,
primitive Commies put some machinery into orbit before wonderful,
technologically advanced America, and everyone in the government, from
the President down to my elementary school principal dirtied their
pants.
Over the next couple of years there followed endless batteries of
intelligence tests and probing interviews with bureaucrats that slowly
convinced me that I (along with others in my class who were bright and
interested in technology) was about to be stripped of my identity and
individuality, and was being sized up for development as a weapon,
to be used (and used up) by one group of idiots in funny hats against
another.
After that, I never believed anything anyone in government had to
say. In time (too much time, unfortunately) I came to understand that
corporations were a big part of it, tooultimately I saw they were
driving itand I promised myself I would never indenture myself to
one.
This resolution was only reinforced by the Kennedy and King
assassinations, the Vietnam war, and what I learned about Operation
Keelhaul. Watergate came as no surprise. It's why I know we've never
heard the truth about the U.S.S. Liberty, Gordon Kahl, Waco, or
Oklahoma City. It's why I'll trust my own eyes, thank yourather
than the excrement spewed by government and the media it's "embedded"
within deciding that the World Trade Center was demolished from
inside, just like the Old Endicott Building in downtown Scranton or
wherever.
The world of today's politics makes Renaissance Italy look like
Disneyland.
And so I have lived my life, 60 years, so far. Am I happier than
my folks were? I doubt it. Am I freer? Absolutely not, in a physical
sense. Do I know who the good guys are and who the real enemy is? I
certainly do. Will I die any less disappointed with life than my dad
did?
There, I think, I have something of an advantage, however small. I
have learned what's important in life: my wife, my daughter, my work
for its own sake, starting thousands of tiny brushfires that statists
will half kill themselves trying to put out over the next century or
three.
I know something that very fewalmost noneof the previous
generation did. Forget all the political and philosophical divisions
and false distinctions that we're accustomed to thinking about. An
early intuition I once had, that libertarianism is not an ideology,
but the absence of one, was correct. Differing ideologies simply
provide differing excuses for government behavior that is always the
same.
In the end, you can't get around it.
Government is about stealing.
From the august federal level down to the petty criminals who run
whatever city you live in, It's about stealing and absolutely nothing
else.
So if you're a Republican, a Democrat, a Green, or a "libertarian"
mini-statist, what you're admitting to the whole world is that you're
a thief. You're admitting to your neighbors that you want to steal
their money, their houses, their weapons, their jewelry, and their
children.
You're admitting that, if they won't cough up in a manner that
appears comfortingly voluntary, you'll send your thugs (because you
lack the balls to do it yourself) to beat them up, kidnap, or kill
them.
You're admitting that you differ only by degree from Jesse
James, Jimmy Valentine, Boss Tweed, Adolf Hitler, Joseph Stalin, and
Mao. Like Hitler and Stalin's moral cousins Churchill and Roosevelt,
whose phony sainthood will last only until "The Greatest Generation"
dies.
And history identifies you for what you truly are.
This obituary and essay was first published on September 24, 2006, both on the author's "The Libertarian Enterprise" and the author's blog "L. Neil Smith at Random" and is reproduced here with the kind permission of the author. Please visit the author's website.
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